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I'm Sorry But You Need To Exit My Life Now. There's No Room For You Here

I'm Sorry But You Need To Exit My Life Now. There's No Room For You Here

If you think you can come back into my life, you're wrong. I've never been happier being true to myself. I can now look back and say I never needed you to live a happy life.

I've finally realized who you are and what you did that made me give you up once and for all. I don't get butterflies in my stomach when I see you anymore, and your touch seems like a distant memory. There was a time where I couldn't wait to meet you and talk to you about my day, but those days are long gone. I feel like I can finally breathe without you in my life. You've taught me that I don't need to feel special in front of someone who never cared about me in the first place. You've taught me that I don't need you to stand up for myself.

You broke me and left me with tears and scars. I hoped that you would come back and kiss my wounds away, leaving me feeling assured under your presence. But, all I was left with was pain and a broken heart. Eventually, I learned to accept that you were not good for my life and I needed to move on from the pain. It took me a long time before I realized that you weren't coming back into my life. I got back up with every ounce of strength in me and decided that I didn't need you to wipe away my tears because I did it myself. 

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I didn't want to be your comfortable choice, but you still treated me like one. I've grown up believing that I'm a strong woman who needed no one to tell me I'm good enough, but you came and crashed down those walls. I let you in and make a home in my heart, but you ended up destroying me completely. You took me for granted and always made me your last priority. However, I was blinded by my love for you and failed to see the truth sooner. In the process, I ended up losing myself along the way and gave up everything for you. 

You painted a pretty picture of the life we would have together, and I believed it all not blinking an eyelid. My dreams were just dreams when I realized that your true self would always hurt me over and over again. I thank the stars that I realized the truth sooner rather than being reminded that my life would end later. I finally found the strength to forget you and push you out of my life. Every memory or touch of you only reminds me of a time of pain. But, things have changed now. Nothing about you excites me anymore, and I can finally move on knowing that I never really needed you to make me happy.

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It took me a long time, longer than I'd like to realize that you were not good for me. I'm happier than I've ever been without your hollow promises and sweet nothings. You were a challenge in my life that I had to overcome. I've come out of this relationship stronger than ever, and I thank my soul that it withstood all the pain and suffering you caused me.  I have learned my hardest lessons from being with you, and I can move forward knowing that everything happened for a reason. These relationships serve as a purpose to realize our potential and how strong we are by ourselves. 

I didn't realize the truth sooner because I was head over heels in love with you. Only now do I realize that I needed you to teach me the lessons I wouldn't have learned myself. I've come to understand that life is all about going through those heartbreaks to bring out the best in us. If I hadn't come across you, then I would still be stuck in my bubble of romance, thinking that all romances are like the fairytales in a book. Don't think I'm thanking you. I'm thanking myself and my heart for being strong when I needed it the most. 

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I'm glad we didn't end up together because you didn't deserve me. I am happy now living a much better life without you in it. You relieved me from all the pain that I experienced when I was with you. I'm thankful you're out of my picture, a picture I once thought was complete with you in it. You can spout all your sorries and lies, but you're not coming back into my life anymore. If you think that you've made a mistake, then you definitely did. You've lost someone who would have given you the world if you asked for it. You don't deserve a second chance, and I'm not coming back for you. Goodbye.